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At three o 'clock.

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Oh, yes.

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You must be Barbara Parker.

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Yes. Please have a seat. The doctor will
be right with you. Thank you.

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Doctor, Barbara Parker is here to see
you.

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Fine. Send her right on in.

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You may go in now, Barbara.

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Oh, well.

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Come right on in, Barbara.

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My, my.

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Your mother never told me you were such
a beautiful little girl.

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You are very pretty, you know that?

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Thank you.

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That's the one thing in life. You must
always pay compliments to people. Did

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know that, Barbara?

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Uh -huh.

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Are you relaxed a little bit?

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Yes. Well, I'll tell you what.

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Don't mind this little ball.

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I usually...

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use this to relax myself so don't pay
any attention to it now you

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and i are going to become very good
friends and we're going to do it by

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having a little rep session you talk
about yourself and

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i'll ask you a couple of things and a
couple of questions and then we'll go at

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it is that all right with you i'll
certainly try okay

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Now, I want you to take me back to when
you were a little girl.

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Okay? Do you recall the man that called
you over to his car?

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Do you recall that scene?

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I was walking home from school one day.

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I was alone because my girlfriend, who
usually walks with me, was sick.

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Anyway, this man drove up and called to
me, but I couldn't hear what he was

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saying.

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It looked like he was lost and wanted
direction somewhere, so I told him I

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didn't know much about the names of the
streets.

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Then I saw that his pants were open and
his thing was sticking out.

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He put his hand on it, and I ran as fast
as I could down the street until I

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reached home.

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I was really scared.

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I see.

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Well, Barbara, this sort of thing
happens to thousands of girls like you

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year.

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But within a year or two, they usually
forget it.

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Now, let me ask you this. Did you feel
kind of nauseated?

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I don't know. There was like a tickling
feeling in my stomach.

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A ticklish feeling?

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Well.

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See now, were there any other symptoms?

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There was a wet spot in my panties, like
I'd wet them.

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Did you still have that strange feeling?

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Oh, yes. That's my whole problem,
Doctor.

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It keeps getting worse and worse,
like... At the time, I went out to see

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William could fix my bike.

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William lives in this apartment we rent
over the garage.

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He does the yard work and repairs things
while he's going to college.

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When I got inside the hallway, I could
hear him laughing and making funny

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noises. She had her arms around his
neck.

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William touched every part of her body
while they kissed.

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I could see she was enjoying what he
did.

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She clung to him tightly like he was
carrying her safely to some secret

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And she put her legs out under him, and
as they opened, I could see she didn't

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have any pants on underneath.

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She was so hairy that it looked as if
there was a forest between her legs.

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I wondered if someday I would be that
hairy.

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William rubbed her legs softly and
little moaning sounds poured from her

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I opened the door further to get a
better look.

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They kissed harder and harder.

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And with each kiss, her moans seemed to
grow louder.

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Everywhere.

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Even her breasts, where Mama told me no
one was supposed to touch.

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She moaned even more as he touched her
there.

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She leaned closer to him, but...

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put her hands around him even tighter.

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His hands glided over her body like the
hands of a sculpture creating a work of

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art.

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Then he opened the zipper and pulled the
thin dress to her waist, exposing her

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breasts.

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I was afraid they would notice me
standing there through the crack in the

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but they were too involved in what they
were doing to notice me.

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She was nude now and frantically trying
to help William get undressed.

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She rubbed his leg and told him to
hurry, that she couldn't wait any

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William stood up and unfastened his
pants.

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I felt embarrassed and turned my eyes
away for a second, but I knew I just had

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to see.

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They were both naked now and began to
kiss again.

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William felt her all over.

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She put her hand on his thing and held
it.

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She stroked it back and forth and rubbed
his hand all over her body while he

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kissed her.

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William whispered something in her ear
and she laid across him.

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He laid down on the couch and put his
feet up on her.

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She bent over and got down close to him.

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Then she put his thing in her mouth and
began to suck on it like a big popsicle.

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Her tongue moved all around it, as if
she was trying to eat it.

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Again and again she plunged it into her
mouth.

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He grew bigger and bigger, letting out
little moans of pleasure.

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I had never seen anything like it
before.

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It really made me glad to see William
getting so much pleasure.

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That funny tickle returned deep inside
my stomach and moved down into my legs.

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There was a wetness in my pants again,
too.

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The girl pulled and pushed until it
seemed she was going to wear him out.

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William seemed to enjoy every movement.

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Her tongue was like a snake and... Every
stroke moved faster and faster.

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William seemed as if he would explode
any minute.

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My legs were beginning to trim. Panties
were so wet it was running down my leg

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in a hot stream.

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I wanted to see more, but my legs would
have collapsed from the excitement if I

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hadn't turned and went home.

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Now, what happened when you got home?

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Well, I had... to go home and take a
shower and change my clothes, but I had

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strange experience.

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Tell me about it.

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Well, when I got home, I was really
shaking and my pants were just soaking

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When I went into the bathroom to change
them, I felt between my legs and

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couldn't believe how wet it was and how
hot.

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Just putting my hand there made it get
even wetter.

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I got into the shower and let the cool
water flow over my body.

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My legs were still trembling, but it
made me feel better.

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Just the touch of my own hands made
chills run through my body.

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I guess I was wishing it was William's
hands rubbing me, because when I closed

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my eyes, I could see him there.

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I could feel him touching my breasts.

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As the water ran over my breasts, it
made my nipples stand out like bullets.

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I rubbed soap all over, and it seemed to
make my skin slick and smooth.

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His hand slid across me so lightly it
almost tickled.

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His hands were all over my body moving
faster.

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The warmth between my legs grew warmer
with every touch.

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There was a force pulling my entire body
from inside, and it made me move in ten

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thousand directions at once.

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I could see the images of William and
the girl dancing along the droplets of

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water on my face, his hands reaching out
for me, touching and kissing.

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I could feel my hands being caught up in
a kind of whirlpool, and I knew they

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were really William's hands touching me
everywhere.

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My body was on fire under the cool
water, but...

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I could feel a sea about to emerge.

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A geyser was rising to the surface to
put out the fire.

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It tore at my skin to break free, and
suddenly my whole body seemed to be

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spinning in all directions, drawing
every muscle as tight as it could go.

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As I stood beneath the running water, my
body felt immersed in happiness.

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It was such a wonderful feeling.

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I'd never felt like that before.

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Well, Barbara, apparently you
experienced your first orgasm, huh?

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That's a funny name for such a good
feeling.

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Well, you experienced something very
young in life that many women never feel

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their complete lifetime, Barbara.

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Did you tell your mother about this?

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Oh, no, not after the way she talked
about sex. She said it was dirty.

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She says boys just want to take my
clothes off and do bad things to me.

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Maybe she's the one who should be in
here, talking to me instead of you both.

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Huh?

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By the way, Barbara, who is this Jimmy?

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Tell me about him.

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He was this boyfriend I had at school
until Mama found out what we did.

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Tell me about it.

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We went on a picnic.

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It was a Friday afternoon and Jimmy was
older than I was and he had a license

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and a car.

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Anyway, we ended up by the river kissing
in the back seat.

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Jimmy always tried to neck with me, but
I had never let him because of what Mama

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said.

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This time, when he tried to touch my
breasts, I let him.

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It felt good having him touch me and I
could tell he liked not having me say

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His hands wandered all over my body, and
he seemed to go crazy when he realized

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I would let him touch me.

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He kissed me all over, and that sent
wild tingles through my bones.

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He put my breast in his mouth and sucked
on it like a baby.

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It was really a great feeling, and I
could understand why women like to nurse

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their babies.

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His kisses moved down across my stomach,
and it felt so good that goosebumps

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came out on me.

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He tore off my panties and crushed his
face against the wetness that had been

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growing between my legs.

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I pulled at his shirt as he played with
me, driving me wild.

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And he moved his tongue slowly back and
forth, making me feel like a liquid fire

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flowing around him.

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I hoped to God he would never stop.

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He told me to get the blanket that he
wanted to lay on the grass.

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We were so excited that we couldn't even
unfold it.

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I tried to take off my dress, but before
I could, he was all over me again with

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his kisses.

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He was driving me wild, and soon my legs
got too weak to hold me.

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I slid to the ground, grabbing at his
pants.

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My fingers couldn't move fast enough to
free him.

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And soon there was nothing between us.

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He pulled my head down to his thing and
told me to kiss it.

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I did what I saw the other girl do to
William, moving it in and out of my

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Jimmy sighed with pleasure as I moved
back and forth.

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He was saying more, more.

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I kissed it from all sides and angles.

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It continued to swell in my mouth, as if
to tell me how much it was enjoying it.

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Jimmy moaned when I rolled my tongue
around like the other girl did.

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We laid down, and I kissed him more,
hard and soft, fast

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and slow, and in every direction.

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Jimmy was eager and pulled me to the
ground, spreading my legs wide as he

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between them.

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I could feel him forcing his way in with
all his strength.

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It hurt terribly, and I just knew it
wasn't going to go.

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But then something seemed to tear inside
me, and he had got in.

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I could feel myself bleeding as I burned
from the pain.

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But still it was beautiful.

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We moved together in a rhythm of motion.

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He kept going faster and faster and
faster until everything

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seemed to be in a blur.

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Jimmy nearly collapsed from exhaustion
and had to stop for breath.

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But then we were back at it again, and
in a moment his warm juices seemed to

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flow all over my body.

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It was such a beautiful feeling, just to
lay there in the green grass with the

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sun drowning me in a pool of warm
colors, like a rainbow that had

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a million tiny pieces.

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Now that feeling that you got, was it
the same feeling as the one when you

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in the shower?

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Yes, only much better.

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Did you see him again after that?

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We used to go to the same place every
Saturday.

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I want to ask you something.

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And I want your own version of it.

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How did your mother find out about
Jimmy?

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And tell me a little about it.

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I told her about it when she found out
about William.

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I figured I might as well tell her
everything. She couldn't get any madder

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she was.

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Okay, let's hear.

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What happened between you and this new
name you just mentioned? You and

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Okay?

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Well, it had just been one of those days
where nothing seems to go right.

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My history teacher gave us a surprise
test which really surprised me.

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It failed.

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And it ruined the good grade that I had
worked hard for all year.

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It was an exceptionally hot day, too.

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And walking home from school, the air
was so warm, it seemed to be like a

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blanket around me.

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When I got home, I grabbed my bathing
suit and changed in the cabana.

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I had thought about swimming without my
suit, but I knew that if Mama caught me,

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I'd be dead.

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I did it once at night when all the
lights were off.

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It seemed as if I was the only person in
the whole world.

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The air was cold, though, and I can
remember I nearly froze getting out.

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I still liked it, though, even though it
was cold.

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It's really nice having a pool in your
own backyard, especially on those hot

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days just before school gets out.

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I got into the water slowly and felt the
coolness around my legs and then my

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whole body.

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The heat of the sun seemed to just
disappear.

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Water makes me feel so weightless and
free that sometimes I just want to fly

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away.

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We have a little raft that I float on.

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I climbed up on it and let the sun dry
off the little droplets of water that

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clung to my skin.

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The heat came right through my bathing
suit.

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But my body was still cool from the
water.

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I took off the top and let the sun touch
my white skin.

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My breasts had been covered so long that
they'd never felt the heat of the sun.

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It made my nipples tingle, and the new
sensation gave me a little tingle I had

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felt before.

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I wanted to be completely nude.

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And I knew that Mama would be at work at
least another hour, and that William

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was at school, so there really was no
reason not to be.

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The sun shimmered across the droplets of
water on my breasts and flooded between

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my legs like a soft hand.

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A big cloud drifted over, and I wished
that I had Jimmy's hand touching me

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there.

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I thought of William, too.

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And the time I had seen him put his hand
between that girl's legs made me moan.

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I was thinking how good the shade from
the cloud felt when I heard someone

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calling for me at the house.

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It was William.

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I had forgotten that he was going to fix
my bike after school.

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I felt so silly standing there behind
that towel.

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I was sure he had seen me before I could
get to it.

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Besides, I had seen him nude.

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Why shouldn't I have let him see me?

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Suddenly, I dropped the towel and clung
to him.

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I kissed him and could tell he was
really surprised, but he didn't throw me

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I wanted to touch him.

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I wanted to tear his clothes off him.

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The few seconds it took him to get
undressed seemed to take forever.

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The raft was still floating in the pool,
so William got it and we laid down on

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it.

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As he laid on top of me, I could feel
the weight of him pressing down on me,

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making the tingle inside stronger and
stronger.

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He kissed my breasts one at a time,
holding them inside his mouth like

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pieces of candy.

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Then he pulled me up to him, and I knew
what he wanted me to do.

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I could feel him growing with every
stroke.

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I filled my mouth with him and felt the
heat of the sun beating down on us.

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We laid down.

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He tried to get inside me.

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And I wanted him to so bad.

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But he still wasn't hard.

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That was when he told me about the
problem he had getting hard.

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Before I really had a chance to feel
sorry for him, I looked up and saw Mama

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standing there with her mouth gaping.

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She just started screaming at the top of
her lungs and ran into the house.

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00:31:07,420 --> 00:31:10,640
Barbara, you can imagine how your mother
felt when she found you with William.

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00:31:10,880 --> 00:31:16,260
You know, you are underage, and even
though you consented, there was nothing

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00:31:16,260 --> 00:31:17,260
else she could do.

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00:31:17,620 --> 00:31:19,780
She told the police that he raped me.

297
00:31:20,240 --> 00:31:21,440
They put him in jail.

298
00:31:23,340 --> 00:31:25,200
I'm sure she meant the best for you.

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00:31:26,000 --> 00:31:27,420
But he was my friend.

300
00:31:28,060 --> 00:31:29,560
Besides, it was my idea.

301
00:31:30,140 --> 00:31:33,660
Barbara, I'm sorry all this had to
happen to me.

302
00:31:34,820 --> 00:31:36,880
But maybe it's all for the best.

303
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:41,580
You know, you're in a funny syndrome
here. You seem to be giving yourself to

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people all the time.

305
00:31:44,100 --> 00:31:46,880
And maybe that's where the problem lies.

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00:31:47,980 --> 00:31:49,760
You just can't.

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00:31:49,980 --> 00:31:54,200
Use friends for that purpose, you know.
You should save yourself for when the

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right man comes along, Barbara.

309
00:31:55,860 --> 00:31:56,920
I don't understand.

310
00:31:58,340 --> 00:32:02,820
Well, Barbara, what I'm trying to say,
sweetheart, is that you should save

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yourself for the time when you do get
married.

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00:32:08,780 --> 00:32:10,500
And it'll all be much better.

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00:32:11,300 --> 00:32:12,300
Much, much better.

314
00:32:13,680 --> 00:32:15,320
I'm too young to get married.

315
00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:17,380
Oh, now, come on now, sweetheart.

316
00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:25,500
There's nothing wrong with you, except
that you just started sex a little too

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00:32:25,500 --> 00:32:30,700
young, and you seem to be having a
problem with it.

318
00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:33,880
You know, you're going to have to give
it up sometime or another.

319
00:32:34,260 --> 00:32:35,920
But I don't want to give it up.

320
00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:41,420
Well, what causes you to?

321
00:32:41,740 --> 00:32:43,660
What makes you say you don't want to
give it up?

322
00:32:44,040 --> 00:32:48,360
Well, it's just that when I get that
tingly feeling, I can't help myself.

323
00:32:49,730 --> 00:32:50,730
Tingling feeling?

324
00:32:50,790 --> 00:32:54,930
Like, where do you get this tingling
feeling on top of it?

325
00:32:56,890 --> 00:32:58,630
Down, down here.

326
00:32:59,150 --> 00:33:00,430
Do you get it up in here?

327
00:33:00,770 --> 00:33:01,770
Somewhere in here?

328
00:33:01,970 --> 00:33:05,090
Yes. How about somewhere in here?

329
00:33:06,110 --> 00:33:07,470
Does that make you tingle?

330
00:33:07,830 --> 00:33:10,330
Does it tingle here again?

331
00:33:10,710 --> 00:33:11,890
A little lower.

332
00:33:12,710 --> 00:33:13,710
Right here?

333
00:33:13,970 --> 00:33:14,970
Still lower.

334
00:33:15,130 --> 00:33:16,130
Here?

335
00:33:16,689 --> 00:33:17,689
Getting closer.

336
00:33:17,910 --> 00:33:19,510
You tingle a lot, you know that.

337
00:33:20,830 --> 00:33:22,610
Are you feeling more relaxed around me?

338
00:33:23,790 --> 00:33:24,790
Yeah.

339
00:33:25,290 --> 00:33:26,470
Do you like the therapy?

340
00:33:28,170 --> 00:33:29,170
Huh?

341
00:33:29,350 --> 00:33:30,450
Does that feel better?

342
00:33:31,210 --> 00:33:32,210
Hmm.

343
00:33:32,750 --> 00:33:33,750
Huh?

344
00:33:35,090 --> 00:33:38,490
Do you always get this tingling
sensation when you're around a man?

345
00:33:40,190 --> 00:33:41,410
Always. Do you?

346
00:33:42,530 --> 00:33:43,530
Well, I'll tell you what.

347
00:33:44,530 --> 00:33:46,350
We are beginning to...

348
00:33:46,560 --> 00:33:47,660
on to one another.

349
00:33:49,060 --> 00:33:51,100
And that's what I've been wanting you to
do.

350
00:33:51,780 --> 00:33:56,000
You know, get closer to me so I know
exactly what to do with you.

351
00:33:57,580 --> 00:33:59,380
I'm getting steamed up a little myself.

352
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:01,960
You know that? You're a very good
patient.

353
00:34:05,840 --> 00:34:06,840
You like that?

354
00:34:25,230 --> 00:34:26,230
What's the matter?

355
00:34:26,570 --> 00:34:27,570
What's the matter?

356
00:34:27,610 --> 00:34:29,310
You're just another dirty old man.

357
00:34:29,650 --> 00:34:30,650
Come on back here, Barbara.

358
00:34:30,909 --> 00:34:31,909
Hold it a minute.

359
00:34:36,650 --> 00:34:38,469
Has she left yet?

360
00:34:38,850 --> 00:34:41,050
Yes, she left just a second ago. Just
now?

361
00:34:41,350 --> 00:34:45,670
You know, I can't remember when I've
seen such a change in a patient in just

362
00:34:45,670 --> 00:34:46,670
visit.

363
00:34:46,710 --> 00:34:47,668
Oh, really?

364
00:34:47,670 --> 00:34:51,150
This is just remarkable what you did for
her. This remark is what I think she's

365
00:34:51,150 --> 00:34:52,150
going to do.

366
00:34:52,250 --> 00:34:53,250
What'd you say?

367
00:34:53,310 --> 00:34:56,590
I was just talking about the form of
treatment I used on her. Oh, yes.

368
00:34:57,770 --> 00:35:00,290
I'll bet you used that new hypnotherapy
on her.

369
00:35:00,930 --> 00:35:03,350
You know, I've been taking a night
course at City College.

370
00:35:03,610 --> 00:35:04,990
We've really been getting into that.

371
00:35:05,730 --> 00:35:06,870
Oh, are you? Mm -hmm.

372
00:35:07,710 --> 00:35:11,010
Do you think if you had some time
sometime, you could tell me more about

373
00:35:11,650 --> 00:35:13,310
Oh, it would really impress my teacher.

374
00:35:13,950 --> 00:35:17,750
Oh, you mean you really would like to
experiment with this? Oh, yes.

375
00:35:18,330 --> 00:35:20,110
You like an actual...

376
00:35:20,680 --> 00:35:23,440
Oh, right. You don't know how I would
have pressed my teeth here if I could

377
00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:24,460
her that I'd been through it.

378
00:35:24,900 --> 00:35:27,580
You would like for me to take you
through it. Is that it? Oh, yes.

379
00:35:27,820 --> 00:35:28,820
Yes, I would.

380
00:35:29,380 --> 00:35:31,160
Do you think we could do that sometime?

381
00:35:31,780 --> 00:35:33,600
By all means. I don't see... How about
now?

382
00:35:33,980 --> 00:35:35,480
I have nothing to do all at once. Oh,
really?

383
00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:36,800
Sure. Why not?

384
00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:39,980
Oh, if it wouldn't be too much trouble,
I'd love to do it. I really would.

385
00:35:40,300 --> 00:35:41,300
I'll tell you what.

386
00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:48,800
Why don't you follow me to my office and
let's go through it.

387
00:35:49,800 --> 00:35:51,480
How would that be? Oh, that would be
great.

388
00:35:51,720 --> 00:35:53,500
Well, it's holding it. Okay.

389
00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:55,920
Come on with me. Mm -hmm.

390
00:35:56,400 --> 00:35:57,500
And up there.

391
00:35:58,380 --> 00:35:59,540
Good. There.

392
00:36:01,700 --> 00:36:02,700
Okay.

393
00:36:04,940 --> 00:36:06,440
And sit down on that couch.

394
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:08,080
All right.

395
00:36:08,620 --> 00:36:13,720
I'm certainly glad you mentioned this,
Miss Billings, because the last patient

396
00:36:13,720 --> 00:36:16,780
had just now, I never got to finish.

397
00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:18,640
Oh, you didn't finish.

398
00:36:18,900 --> 00:36:22,380
No, she left me hanging, and I guess she
took off. She was a little too much

399
00:36:22,380 --> 00:36:23,019
with it.

400
00:36:23,020 --> 00:36:27,340
Oh, I see. First of all, I want you to
lay back a little bit. Just like that.

401
00:36:27,640 --> 00:36:28,618
Just relax.

402
00:36:28,620 --> 00:36:34,720
And when I bring this light out here,
don't worry about it. You just do as I

403
00:36:34,720 --> 00:36:39,400
tell you, all right? All right. And I'll
use this ball to help relax you with

404
00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:40,319
the light.

405
00:36:40,320 --> 00:36:45,620
All right. Now, let me bring this out
here and concentrate.

406
00:36:47,310 --> 00:36:52,570
Little by little, on what I say, and
concentrate watching the ball.

407
00:36:52,990 --> 00:36:54,230
Will you, Mr. Billings?

408
00:36:54,510 --> 00:36:59,110
Now, I want you to realize.

409
00:37:01,490 --> 00:37:02,490
Realize.

410
00:37:03,950 --> 00:37:09,950
Now, you are going back into sleep.

411
00:37:12,130 --> 00:37:13,870
Little by little.

412
00:37:17,290 --> 00:37:19,550
by a little further back.

413
00:37:21,230 --> 00:37:23,370
You're beginning to feel drowsy.

414
00:37:37,350 --> 00:37:39,010
You're completely asleep.

415
00:37:40,310 --> 00:37:46,090
And you will not wake up until I count
to the count of three.

416
00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:52,340
and snap my finger and then I will ask
you to wake up to the snap of my finger.

417
00:37:53,400 --> 00:37:58,000
You will not wake up until after the
snap of my finger.

418
00:38:00,060 --> 00:38:02,060
Raise your right hand.

419
00:38:05,140 --> 00:38:06,160
Put it down.

420
00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:10,200
Raise your left hand.

421
00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:13,760
Put it down.

422
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:15,000
Good.

423
00:38:21,450 --> 00:38:28,110
Miss Billings, I want you to get up and

424
00:38:28,110 --> 00:38:30,130
take your clothes off.

425
00:38:32,290 --> 00:38:33,290
Now.

426
00:39:26,480 --> 00:39:28,200
Take all of your clothes off.

427
00:39:32,660 --> 00:39:33,900
You're going to really learn.

428
00:39:35,540 --> 00:39:36,580
That's a good therapy.

429
00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:38,040
You'll like it.

430
00:39:38,660 --> 00:39:39,960
You're really going to enjoy this.

431
00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:49,700
When we get done with this session, Miss
Billings, you will really appreciate

432
00:39:49,700 --> 00:39:50,700
it. Do you know that?

433
00:39:52,020 --> 00:39:53,180
Yes, I'm sure I will.

434
00:40:14,070 --> 00:40:15,950
And I'll come over to you.

435
00:40:18,550 --> 00:40:21,310
And you and I are going to get better
acquainted.

436
00:40:23,050 --> 00:40:24,330
Do you feel better now?

437
00:40:25,090 --> 00:40:28,070
Yes. Do you feel my hands on your hand?

438
00:40:28,490 --> 00:40:30,030
Do you feel my hand on your breath?

439
00:40:31,270 --> 00:40:32,270
Oh, yes.

440
00:44:58,760 --> 00:45:00,760
Oh, baby.

441
00:47:45,770 --> 00:47:46,770
Feel better?

442
00:47:47,130 --> 00:47:50,010
Yes. Do you feel much better all over?

443
00:47:50,230 --> 00:47:51,230
All over.

444
00:47:51,850 --> 00:47:52,850
Feel relaxed?

445
00:47:53,430 --> 00:47:54,430
Oh.

446
00:47:55,470 --> 00:47:59,050
Much better.

447
00:47:59,450 --> 00:48:01,590
Are you completely relaxed now, Miss
Billings?

448
00:48:02,670 --> 00:48:03,730
Oh, yes.

449
00:48:04,530 --> 00:48:06,950
This therapy suits you, you know that,
sweetheart?

450
00:48:08,150 --> 00:48:10,490
You'll have more issues like this.

451
00:48:11,490 --> 00:48:14,350
Good. Oh, I didn't know you were that
good in a session.

452
00:48:16,360 --> 00:48:17,360
Do you want this session?

453
00:48:18,020 --> 00:48:19,780
Oh, yes, I'd like that. Great.

454
00:48:26,740 --> 00:48:28,020
How do you feel, sweetheart?

455
00:48:28,880 --> 00:48:29,880
I feel fine.

456
00:48:30,360 --> 00:48:32,420
Do you feel relaxed now?

457
00:48:32,720 --> 00:48:33,379
Mm -hmm.

458
00:48:33,380 --> 00:48:35,200
All right, I'm going to tell you what
I'm going to do.

459
00:48:36,300 --> 00:48:38,080
I'm going to count to three.

460
00:48:39,280 --> 00:48:44,280
And at the end of my number three, I'm
going to snap my fingers.

461
00:48:45,420 --> 00:48:49,820
And you're going to wake up. You're not
going to remember anything that

462
00:48:49,820 --> 00:48:53,160
happened. Just your joy and happiness.

463
00:48:53,900 --> 00:48:54,900
Okay?

464
00:48:55,460 --> 00:48:58,720
One, two, three.

465
00:48:59,780 --> 00:49:00,780
Wake up.

466
00:49:02,040 --> 00:49:03,080
There you go.

467
00:49:05,240 --> 00:49:06,940
Oh, my.

468
00:49:07,600 --> 00:49:08,640
How do you feel?

469
00:49:08,880 --> 00:49:10,760
Oh, I feel great. Relaxed? Yeah.

470
00:49:11,560 --> 00:49:12,560
Well,

471
00:49:13,140 --> 00:49:14,140
did you like the therapy?

472
00:49:14,509 --> 00:49:15,509
Yes, I did.

473
00:49:15,550 --> 00:49:16,750
How does your body feel?

474
00:49:17,310 --> 00:49:18,530
Relaxed? Oh, very much.

475
00:49:18,810 --> 00:49:19,830
You're not tensed anymore?

476
00:49:20,090 --> 00:49:21,090
No.

477
00:49:21,530 --> 00:49:22,530
Good. I'll tell you what.

478
00:49:23,190 --> 00:49:25,590
You know, we have two patients coming
this evening, right? Yes.

479
00:49:26,090 --> 00:49:28,830
So, we'll have to do this more often.

480
00:49:29,130 --> 00:49:30,910
Okay? Okay. Fine.

481
00:49:31,250 --> 00:49:35,870
Okay, you go back to your office and
line up the patients and let's get back

482
00:49:35,870 --> 00:49:38,830
work. All right. Okay? Thank you,
Doctor. Thank you, Mr. Billings.

483
00:49:51,180 --> 00:49:52,180
light.